blog post numero 2
second blog post ever!!! there isn't much to update, unfortunately, but i feel compelled to update all the same.
i have been in a bit of a funk lately and i'm not sure why, but it is starting to annoy me very very very much!! i don't feel entertained by things as i was a few weeks ago and my head feels empty and uninspired. i'm trying to make a letter with gifts for my friend and i keep drawing blanks on what to say, how to say it and how the letter will look like. i know i'm probably putting too much pressure on myself to make the most perfect letter/gift and that may be why anything i come up with isn't satisfying enough for me but it feels... deeper than that. like, maybe my medications are working as well anymore, which is a terrifying thing if true. maybe if i actually picked up my adhd medication i wouldn't be in such a funk but they're incredibly expensive and i would have to get them prescribed again which is just... too much work. but i will do it nonetheless. for my safety and happiness.
on to less worrying things! i have finally reached act 3 in baldur's gate and can proceed with content i haven't seen before (as opposed to just redoing act 1 and 2 over and over again) so i am very excited to see how it all plays out♡ i think i ave done about 20ish% of act 3 so i still remember a few things here and there but it has been overwhelming all the same. so much content.... not much direction and i don't want to do one quest and accidentally lock myself out of another, but i'll simply take it one quest at a time. i'm thinking of starting lae'zel's questline and then shadowhearts, then gale's and then astarion. hopefully giving myself a little bit of structure helps with the enormity of it.
lately i've been feeling a sense of kinship with pompompurin and would like to hold him while i sleep... i've never really been a pompom fan but there's something about his silliness that has enraptured me as of late... there's this really cute plushie on amazon thats... quite expensive but methinks its worth it... i actually need to make a budget fpr the things i want to buy, which include a bag, pompom, and a cute usahana sweater. all quite... expensive... but this is what i have a job for, for the little things in life that bring me joy. so... its worth it.
that's all i have to say for now, i've been thinking on doing weekly updates instead of daily since, 1) there's not much going on to justify it and 2) its less pressure for me JHDFKBJHBK so! i shall be doing that. hopefully i'lll finish my friend's letter this week so i'll be able to update on that, bg3 and overwatch next entry. and... hopefully something even more exciting, if it comes. ciaooooooo!!!